Here I am again! Missed my crazy self? xD lalalaaaa I don't know what to write x) Oh.. Right! Oh Love *-* The new Green Day single!! I love it :) I think it's great. And I can't wait for iUno! ! Wuuu!!!! xD 
Anyone of you know Silverstein? I think they're a cool band too :)
Aaaand.... I made a new video x) 

You like it? :)
Well, I'll go to bed now x) Bye! ♥

Well... I want to change. But I don't know how. I feel lonely. But I don't want to be like most of the girls I know. I want to be different. Well... Nearly every girl says she wants to be different. That makes all the same. Including me ._.

Look! This is my new video on YouTube xP You like it? If you have a YouTube channel, please comment! Tell me, what you think and what I could do better. It would help me a lot! :) 

Well, I'll keep on listening to music. A bit Green Day. A bit Donots. A bit Nirvana. A bit Linkin Park. See you! ♥

Jesus of Suburbia!

Great song. I love it ♥ I don't know why. I just love it. The lyrics, the sound, everything! But although, my favorite Green Day song is Letterbomb xP I made a kind of drawing ;) 

 Just the lyrics, a kind of graffiti, Jimmy's head and his bloody hand imprint. I think it's impressive. Like the song. An impressive song needs impressive artwork. xD I'm talking shit, I know ^^  It's late and my brain doesn't work as well as it should xP
Bye for toady ♥

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I'm bored. ._. Just bored! Argh! And I'm ill -.- In summer! That's unfair. I've got a cold in summer. Life's a bitch. And I'm stupid. Yes, I am! I get very good grades at school, but although I'm stupid. It's not that easy to be me. Life's a bitch sometimes. And sometimes I'm really tired of being who I am. But I won't change for anyone. I do what I want. Not what the one's around me want. I am like I want to be. Not like the one's around want me to be. I wear neon green earrings. I wear black nail polish. I wear much black eyeliner. I wear many bracelets. I wear a Green Day fan shirt. I carry a Green Day bag. I put Green Day pictures and Green Day lyrics on my walls and I put quotes of Billie Joe, Mike and Tré on my door. I sit on a windowsill, play the guitar and sing Green Day songs. I lay on my bed and draw Green Day cartoons. I sit on my desk and make Green Day drawings. I won't change. I won't stop doing those things. I am I. Forever. I know that my parents and many of my friends hope that this Green Day-Punk-Stuff will be only a phase. They mostly don't take me seriously. That makes me down ._. Some say "do something that they take you seriously!", but what can I do? I just don't know. Maybe just being myself? Maybe change much? Cut my hair and color it? Just get bad at school? Don't think about rules anymore? Break 'em all? I am stupid. I am jaded. I really need somebody to talk to. Somebody who listen to me! Or I'll get lost in all this questions. 

Well, everytime I stick in questions, I free myself with music and drawing. And that's what I'll do now. I'll listen to music and draw. Maybe a pic of Billie Joe. Or Mike. Or Tré. Or all together. I don't know. I'll see. 

I'm glad I've got some very good friends. I know that I can be very annoying, but some of them understand me. For example one of them loves a musical actor and singer just like I love Green Day. She understands me ♥ 
But not everyone's so great like them. My family's just... Sometimes it seems as if they just don't want to understand me!!! 
That's all for today. See you! ♥

okay, I have to correct myself. Not all tickets are sold out. But now, my parents said: "No, you can't go. You're too young." That's not fair!! Just not fair :( I'd really love to go there!! I'd love to meet some friends I found on the internet. They can go. Life's just not fair.
Bye you ;*

I don't know what I've done. Everyone's against me. My friends make me down. My parents make me down. My brother makes me down. I don't know what I could do to kill my time. I just feel so lonely.