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I'm happy and sad at the same time. I could cry of happiness and of sadness. Strange feeling o.O Y' know, I'm happy 'cause my friend Emma and I painted that big Green Day picture on my wall *-* It looks like this: 

 Isn't it beautiful? *_* Even my mom, dad and brother said, that it looks good, although they don't like Green Day.




Second reason why I'm happy is that I'm allowed to preorder iUno!, iDos! and iTré!. OU YEAH! I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY I COULD CRY! 

and now why I'm sad.
It's the fact that the first Green Day concert in Germany this year was yesterday. And I wasn't there. And I was told how great it was. I read comments, how awesome Green Day are in 'real life'. And I'm so sad ._. I bet I will cry on Saturday. A friend of mine can go to 'Rock am See', where Green Day plays and Itchy Poopzkid (a great german punkrock band!) too. I like both bands. And yeah, you know, I love Green Day. And that girl who goes there is a really good friend of mine. And I will ask her how it was. And she will tell me. And I will cry. D: I WANT TO GO TO A CONCERT SO BAD! I can't write the right words how I feel. It's just to confusing. And right now, I remembered that Green Day plays in Berlin right now.

Ok guys. I will cry now. See you ;*

:DD

This made me laugh so hard xDD "ToNIIIIIIIIIGHT! Weee are YOOOOOUNG!" Oh Billie xD You're awesome! :D

Oh Yeah! xD And Jason can dance so awesome xD And Tré and Mike and Jason are so awesome too :D THIS BAND IS JUST THE PURE AWESOMENESS! 
Just needed to say this :) xD

Okay, bye now ;* 

: /

._. I'm so bored. Bored as hell -.-' And I'm hungry D: Maybe I should eat something. ufh. I don't know if I could draw anything... I don't want to draw now... I can't sleep now too. Seems if I'm an insomniac. duh. ._. Maybe I'll write a bit. Many stories need to get finished. I think I'll write more on Broken Dreams, a story inspired by Green Day. It's about losing the love of your life 'cause of drugs and alcohol. I put a character in there too who's a bit similar to St Jimmy of American Idiot. 
But before I leave again, I'll tell you 'bout a few things I wanna do the coming week. 
First. I wanna ask my parents if I can preorder iUno!, iDos! and iTré!.
Second. I wanna ask my parents if I could have green highlights put in my hair.
Third. I wanna paint a big Green Day picture on the wall of my room, together with a friend.
Third thing will work. I'm allowed to do it. But the first and second could get dificult. Espacially the second. ._.'
Okay, now I'll eat something and write. Bye! ♥

♥

Today was great. Just amazing. :) I ate a Green Day cake! :D A friend baked it for me :) She went to my home with it and said, 'Look, I baked a cake. You wanna see what I've written onto it?' So I looked at the cake and it looked like this: 

It was really yummy x) Later, we went outside with her dog and walked nearly 8 kilometers, just talkin' and talkin' and talkin'.. It was a really good feeling to talk to her about EVERYTHING that was on my mind. She even listened to my Green Day stories :) And we listened to Green Day on my mobile while walking and talking. :D 
Before all that, I learned the fingerpicking for Good Riddance and practised playing the guitar ^^ 
And a few days ago, I bought Dookie and Awesome as F**k. So my Green Day collection includes already:
--> American Idiot (the first album I bought :D)
--> Bullet in a Bible (Best film ever.)
--> 21st Century Breakdown
--> American Idiot Broadway Cast Recording (so beautiful *.*)
--> Dookie
--> Awesome as F**k
--> a beautiful bag x)
--> two self-made t-shirts! :D
--> the book 'Green Day - American Idiots and the new punkexplosion'
--> many, many, many, many drawings x) over 110 are on my wall, the rest (over 100 too, I think) in my 'holy' folder :D  
--> one poster.. (why just one? D:)
--> a dooke guitar pick! :D
--> many big Green Day paintings (made by myself xD)
I hope it will grooooooooooow! xD I really want to own all records and compilations! :D 
AND I HAVE to go to a concert! 
well, I'm annoying, and I know that, but okaaaay :DD shit, I'm writing crap! xDD
Bye you guys, or I'll write more boring things xD ;*

Here I am again! Missed my crazy self? xD lalalaaaa I don't know what to write x) Oh.. Right! Oh Love *-* The new Green Day single!! I love it :) I think it's great. And I can't wait for iUno! ! Wuuu!!!! xD 
Anyone of you know Silverstein? I think they're a cool band too :)
Aaaand.... I made a new video x) 

You like it? :)
Well, I'll go to bed now x) Bye! ♥

Well... I want to change. But I don't know how. I feel lonely. But I don't want to be like most of the girls I know. I want to be different. Well... Nearly every girl says she wants to be different. That makes all the same. Including me ._.

Look! This is my new video on YouTube xP You like it? If you have a YouTube channel, please comment! Tell me, what you think and what I could do better. It would help me a lot! :) 

Well, I'll keep on listening to music. A bit Green Day. A bit Donots. A bit Nirvana. A bit Linkin Park. See you! ♥

Jesus of Suburbia!

Great song. I love it ♥ I don't know why. I just love it. The lyrics, the sound, everything! But although, my favorite Green Day song is Letterbomb xP I made a kind of drawing ;) 

 Just the lyrics, a kind of graffiti, Jimmy's head and his bloody hand imprint. I think it's impressive. Like the song. An impressive song needs impressive artwork. xD I'm talking shit, I know ^^  It's late and my brain doesn't work as well as it should xP
Bye for toady ♥